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Saturday, March 20, 2010

as long as i can still stand..


whatever it is..whenever it is..i am now just starting my single step in my life as a medical student..honestly said..this is one of my big dream since i was kindergarden..till then..whoever ask "iyah nak jadi ape besar nanti?".. i had prefer a few profession that i interest for.. i said "professor, scientist, lecturer, doctor " and sometime i like to say "lawyer: (sbb byk ckp la kot)..then..time pass by as i grown up.. i had made a final decision..that is to become a medical doctor.. i had no reason for choosing this kind of profession..then i try my best whatever it is.. i give my effort in achieving the best..

just now i told that without no reason i prefer doctor..but then i realize.. BAPAK is the mostly reasonable person..yeah he is..i knew that he want me to become a doctor..i thought..but seems like actually my dad x pernah pun nak set his child about their own future, yg penting mnjadi manusie yg dpt beri manfaat to the others , islam mostly .. just me, myself yang mindset that he wants me to become a doctor since i told my family about my future dream regarding my career..just he..my dad as a goal for me to achieve the target.. terima kasih BAPAK..


when i down..felt really lonely..just dump..in my mind, just one..yeah of cos HIM, ALLAH the priority but then my mom came into my mind.. even now we are far apart..but just she is the only one that can make me feel very relief.. i talked to her..i shared with her..i cried deadly missing her ..all of that stuff just like a miracle..i got the strength to live life to the fullest.. terima kasih MAK..


so now.. i just wrote this post to motivated myself..as a way for me to walk nonstoply..to run fastly..to try..not even try but to do the best as long as i can still breath..insyaALLAH.. selagi iyah x penat..insyaALLAH i will still go on.. and now 3 months left as a 1st year med. student..yup...means 3 months war with the kertas2 exam.. to those beloved abg2 and kakak2.. pray for me and please always do support me, it is really happy to know that i'm not alone..a very big thanks for you guys.. your sist.. IYAH

8 comments:

RnF Family said...

syukran abi wa ummi

Anonymous said...

alhamdulillah..

syukran ya abi..
tanpa pengorbanan bapak mencari rezeki tanpa mengenal erti penat dan lelah , kami tak kan berada di mana kami berada sekarang..

syukran ya ummi..
tanpa pengorbanan emak menjaga kami dari kecil sampai kini, tak pernah jemu melayan karenah kami, kami tidak akan boleh berdiri tegak di bumi yang nyata ini..

sesungguhnya setiap jasa kami kepada bapak dan emak masih tidak setimpal dengan apa yang bapak dan emak telah beri kepada kami...

sesungguhnya setiap kejayaan yang kami kecapi kini sebenarnya adalah kejayaan bapak dan emak dalam mendidik kami...

alhamdulillah.. syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana telah menjadikan kami anak kepada bapak dan emak...

ya allah...
ampunilah segala dosa bapak dan emak kami.. berkatilah hidup mereka ya allah.. tempatkan lah mereka di akhirat nanti, bersama orang-orang yang beriman kepadamu ya allah... aminn....

wafie said...

aminn ya allah..
insyallah..
selagi kami hidup, kami akan doakan kejayaan iyah..
blaja rajin-rajin..
doa, usaha dan tawakal.. insyallah..

iyah said...

syukran akhi wafi :).. i.allah iyah cuba dan buat yg terbaik.. good luck jugak.. ( suke lagu ni ) :-)

wafie said...

lagu nie khas untuk iyah.. hehe

iyah said...

hihi :-) syukran

abang kamal said...

oi dah dok seberang laut dah xreti ckp melayu ker..... dari kang kamal

iyah said...

alamak.. dah terkena ngn kang kamal.. bia la mcm2 bhasa dlm blog ni.. bru best.. lps ni kalau iyah dah terer arab..nak tulis arab plak :)