"Cita-cita hidup bukanlah jalan yang selalu mendatar dan ditaburi bunga, melainkan adakalanya disirami dengan air mata dan juga darah "- HAMKA

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

jaulah gamasah, dumyat~

pict. orang ayu :-)

ok..orang ayu lagi ~ nak pegi pantai pakai sweater? sejuk sgt2

main air takat tu je.. xberani nak mandi.. sbb air die mcm
ais kot..sejuk seh >_< (kredit to kak pah)

see.. ni la area madinah gamasah~ bgunan2 tu sume kosong..
dgr cerita~ bandar ni hanya akan ada penghuni time summer..
time tu la orang2 arab pindah duduk tepi pantai.. memg best kot
berjemur bawah m/hari lps hbis winter~

pantai die sgtla luas..lebar dan panjang..


hihi.. mcm x de orang kan? orang arab pun pelik tgok orang melayu
pg pantai sejuk2 nih.. :)


*jaulah is something like trip la kot
*maaf la suka suki je post entry ni <---- kak faizah suruh upload pict2 tu.. so memandangkan fb kna deactivated.. thats why la upload sini :)
* maassalamah~


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

sanah helwa ya ahmad



"selamat hari jadi" "selamat hari jadi"
"selamat hari jadi" AHMAD ZUNNURAIN

25 march 10 <---- genap setahun # moga menjadi anak soleh # moga menjadi insan berguna # moga berjaya dunia akhirat # moga diredhai allah selalu




Saturday, March 20, 2010

as long as i can still stand..


whatever it is..whenever it is..i am now just starting my single step in my life as a medical student..honestly said..this is one of my big dream since i was kindergarden..till then..whoever ask "iyah nak jadi ape besar nanti?".. i had prefer a few profession that i interest for.. i said "professor, scientist, lecturer, doctor " and sometime i like to say "lawyer: (sbb byk ckp la kot)..then..time pass by as i grown up.. i had made a final decision..that is to become a medical doctor.. i had no reason for choosing this kind of profession..then i try my best whatever it is.. i give my effort in achieving the best..

just now i told that without no reason i prefer doctor..but then i realize.. BAPAK is the mostly reasonable person..yeah he is..i knew that he want me to become a doctor..i thought..but seems like actually my dad x pernah pun nak set his child about their own future, yg penting mnjadi manusie yg dpt beri manfaat to the others , islam mostly .. just me, myself yang mindset that he wants me to become a doctor since i told my family about my future dream regarding my career..just he..my dad as a goal for me to achieve the target.. terima kasih BAPAK..


when i down..felt really lonely..just dump..in my mind, just one..yeah of cos HIM, ALLAH the priority but then my mom came into my mind.. even now we are far apart..but just she is the only one that can make me feel very relief.. i talked to her..i shared with her..i cried deadly missing her ..all of that stuff just like a miracle..i got the strength to live life to the fullest.. terima kasih MAK..


so now.. i just wrote this post to motivated myself..as a way for me to walk nonstoply..to run fastly..to try..not even try but to do the best as long as i can still breath..insyaALLAH.. selagi iyah x penat..insyaALLAH i will still go on.. and now 3 months left as a 1st year med. student..yup...means 3 months war with the kertas2 exam.. to those beloved abg2 and kakak2.. pray for me and please always do support me, it is really happy to know that i'm not alone..a very big thanks for you guys.. your sist.. IYAH